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1.
OK 04:39
Yeah Hoo We gotta think back before we were paralyzed We gotta look it in the eye and Try again to realize Hey You know, it’s better you say “Well man, I’m leaving just in time to catch the joke” Bet you ain’t ever seen it broke Hell yeah Hey, am I late to the party? Been seeing all my baddies and shorties say their dreams have all but Left them in the smoke I say it’s good for you You either catch it Or you make another bother An attempt to grow We’re thinking from the gut Wow If you didn’t have a reason Well, you have a reason now God bless that Devil (Whoa) You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) What’s the plan? (Hey) Yeah, young gotta be fast What you give won’t take away You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) I’m a fan (Hey) Of a moving van What you give won’t take away Well mutha fucker If I wanted to I would do All that you Got into And thought was my truth Yeah we could melt into the night sky Or dream into a daze Yeah we could take control of our own fate If you weren’t here Then I’d still be ok Yeah, I gotta think back o when I was a little child I gotta shake it up bake it up and shove it in my mouth I gotta (Figure it Out) Figure it Out Figure it Out Sometimes it’s better to say “Hey man what you’re sayin’ is about as right as you’d like to believe” Didn’t know this is how you’d come to feel Hell no I’m always late to the party Been seeing all my kings and thotties Say they’d used up all they’d hidden up their sleeves I say it's alright now You either think about Let it go Or try to stop from actin out We’re thinking from the gut Wow If you didn't have a reason Well you got a reason now God bless that Devil (Whoa) You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) What’s the plan? (Hey) Yeah, young gotta be fast What you give won’t take away You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) I’m a fan (Hey) Of a moving van What you give won’t take away Well mutha fucker If I wanted to I would do All that you Got into And thought was my truth Yeah we could melt into the night sky Or dream into a daze Yeah we could take control of our own fate If you weren’t here Then I’d still be ok I’ll say, "I made it to be okay" I say, "I made it to be okay" (To be ok) I don’t see a meaning in needing to feel like I’ve been lost And I don’t gotta stop at the bar even when it comes to a halt This time I’ll try to provide myself with some entertainment Just as much as I need to hustle I need to go all out God bless that devil. (God bless that devil.) (Whoa) You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) What’s the plan? (Hey) Yeah, young gotta be fast What you give won’t take away You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) I’m a fan (Hey) Of a moving van What you give won’t take away You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) What’s the plan? (Hey) Yeah, young gotta be fast What you give won’t take away You gotta mean it cause Damn (Damn) I’m a fan (Hey) Of a moving van What you give won’t take away Well mutha fucker If I wanted to I would do All that you Got into And thought was my truth Yeah we could melt into the night sky Or dream into a daze Yeah we could take control of our own fate If you weren’t here Then, I’d still be ok Lagada
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Not Ok 03:32
I set my life on all the things that couldn’t be And it’s breaking me down I set my mind on the things that I couldn’t see And there’s a lot of that seeing I set my life on all the things that are falling apart And it’s got a hold of me I set my life Oh I set my life I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay And something’s not right here These days have gone out of sync I set my life on mistakes that I might have made And I let it define me I set my mind on simple understandings of the world Who’s to blame? These days have gone so dry Oh I set my life Oh I set my life I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay And something’s not right here These days have gone out of sync Lay it down on me Fire stone builds my castles Lay it down on me Bring war to my walls Lay it down on me Flood the goddamned river Lay it down on me Lay it down on me I set my life on people that thought of me In diminishing description I set my mind on dreams of grandeur In a state of shock These days have gone so dry But I set my life on anything and everything That gives me purpose I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay And something’s not right here These days have gone out of sync Rain falls down on my heart

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This album is our answer to the cornucopia of emotions that the three of us experienced as a result of the happenings of 2020 and early 2021. This was a trying time for us as it, yet again, set us a step backwards in our search for the final member. In the end, we've had ambitious go-getter moments and melancholy moments of reflection. All in all, like us, you'll be ok.

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released September 24, 2021

Written, Produced and Engineered by Nihil Admirari

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Nihil Admirari New York, New York

We've been together for 4+ years now, living and working in NYC through school, in the work force, on the grind and through the pandemic. But we're a trio, and we want to be a quartet. Only then will be fully become what this band was meant to be.

We are Nihil Admirari, a Post Punk rock bank with our own rules and our own way of doing things.

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